how does it feel when you're gone? i don't wanna rummage through my thoughts-- i don't wanna think. i don't wanna feel. i don't wanna move. i don't want anything else but you. it scares me to think. it scares me to move. it scares me to breathe, to feel... i don't wanna feel. i wanna sit here and be numb but i'm not. i can't. i keeping feeling-- feeling you in every inch of my body, my soul. so close and yet so far. that's how it's been in my world the moment i got into that cab yesterday afternoon... i drove away and my heart broke into a million pieces watching you fight of 'reality'. watching myself fight off the pain that that was to be the last time-- the last time until...
'life is full of surprises'... we never know what's to come.
i can still taste you... i can still feel you, smell you... i can love you, you know? i can love you forever. some people have stopped believing in forever. jaded by bad experiences. but i do believe in forever. i do believe in it most especially when it comes to you.
we fit so well and it's undeniable. the way we are. the way we are when we're together. everything just falls into place. we're the lucky ones, aren't we? bounded by love and unkindly separated by distance. how are we to thank life? how are we to thank Fate? how are we to thank for Fate... or Life to be cruel and kind?
i love you.
i'll always love you.
i do believe in the 3 weeks we had together we grew. we really grew.
i grew.
my love for you grew.
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