Fast day

it was a 'fast day' today-- if there's even such a word like it. i bummed around the house basically. played the piano for 5 minutes, debated on whether i should leave the city or stay home, found a lonesome chocolate lying on the table and ate it, talked to my cocker spaniel (because no one talks to me at home) haha! pathetic. read the newspaper. (kind of did a quick browse. i only look at the entertainment section, the business to check rates, world news, the front page and my fave... the horoscope section.) so yeah. it was quite a boring day until my dad and i took my 3 aunts out for an afternoon snack or what my girl calls it, 'tea-time'. i think 'tea-time' sounds yummier. i like tea... :) english breakfast. hmmmm... anyway, after a nice 'tea-time', my two other aunts decided to go shopping! yay! shopping! i love shopping! except i didn't bring my credit card or cash cos i thought we were just having tea. (bummer) but since it was pay-day my faaaaaaaaaavorite aunt told me i could buy whatever i wanted. Aaaaaaaaaand since i've been wanting gladiator shoes, i got a pair of gold ones! super roman gladiator shoes! awesome! i love them! haha! i don't know... (babe, don't laugh!) i'm just happy i got them! at least i can wear them over there when i come visit since your country's such a sandals and flipflops country! so that's just that-- :)

Writing again

she makes me feel happy--
and this is why i'm writing...

i've been day-dreaming a lot...thinking about her all day, thinking about seeing her, thinking about having our one-year anniversary dinner together in her city. everything with her truly is a first. i've never been in a relationship with anyone for this long. but for some reason, she got me to stay and just be with her. we really fought to stay together. 11 months and counting. i can't wait for our one-year. we're both waiting for our one year.

i don't really know how she does it. i don't know how she deals with all my flaws. i don't even know why she loves me except the fact that 'i'm so lovable&such a GREAT catch' *wink wink* (just kidding babe!) you're the catch, not me :)

everyday is an adventure with her even if we see each other every other month or so. i think the distance makes us stronger. i think distance ironically glues us closer. i think it makes us love each other all the more.


i don't think she knows it
but she has changed me--
i guess i just want her to know how grateful i am for it.
because of her... i've grown...
still a kid at heart but i've grown for us
grown for the better of our relationship.
i really don't know how she does it.
my sneaky girl.
what have you done to me?

i've never fallen for anyone after they've fallen for me--
i never thought she could--
but she did...