Wednesday, November 15, 2006

'Devil's Playground'



‘Suppress all feelings…’

It doesn’t help to suppress these feelings, Mom…

No one chooses to live a hard life.

Do you actually think I’d want this?

Do you actually believe I’d wanna live this way?

Fear—

This is all I have…

Please don’t add up to it.

Just because no one in your family’s gay, doesn’t mean you can’t order your own daughter to ‘stay straight’…

Mother, I’ve known all my life—

And trust me, it ain’t the ‘Devil’…

Believe me, it isn’t the fuckin’ Devil’s plans to wreak “my future in heaven”.

I know my heaven.

I know where it exists.

It is nowhere you know of where you think or believe I belong.

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

Explain this to me please when we meet

Anonymous said...

this one is so in your face. stay the same. i love you friend :)

thebrattydesign said...

anonymous do i know you...? :)

thebrattydesign said...

i love you too friend... thanks for keepin' me sane..

Anonymous said...

You'll be fine.

It takes time for them to accept. Even my Mom does not want to hear anything related to gay albeit she's an open minded person. I've constant fear too, really.

Said the Devil's playing my mind too. I know how you feel babe.

*hugs*

thebrattydesign said...

awww.. man. yeah, i don't think i'll ever discuss it with her-- naah...

Anonymous said...

Yep ... Naaah. Is. The. Way.

Hugs!