How do you fall for someone who loves you far more than you love him… even her? Is there a technique? Is it time? Is it waiting for the right opportunity? Does it come? Will it come? Is there reason enough to believe that it is possible?
Because I haven’t seen it—
Others have though. They live through it and die with the thought that love can come in late. It can come in a way a snail can get itself on a wall 2 meters off a ground. The process immensely slow—and yet, it still lands on its desired destination.
Honestly, I have no patience when it comes to love. Either it’s there, or it isn’t. Either I feel it or I don’t. It neither blossoms nor grows. It just is. And I can’t ever fool myself to believe it will come because it never has—and I don’t think it ever will.
Is this selfish of me?
Is my love that important?
Maybe that’s why I haven’t found that person… whoever that person is. Maybe that’s why I keep sticking around watching people fall in and out real love without ever touching one or experiencing it. Do you know that feeling? The feeling of knowing something and yet you never experienced it in your life? The feeling of knowing you’ve tasted something and yet you’ve never once put it in your mouth?
That’s exactly the feeling I get.
...but maybe just maybe i've felt it once
maybe i just never believed in it.
4 comments:
There is no way for me to fall for someone who loves me far more than I love her/him. It never will happen that way even though people may say love can be cultivated there after.
I want to be loved and I want to love. Sounds really desperate, yet I do not want to give up hope on love. I've only felt that feeling once in my lifetime but she/he had to leave; it was awful.
I don't think you are selfish 'cause all of us want to experience the same thing ... Don't we?
... true, true. thanks for the comment. hmmmm... you make sense. :) hope you find your love soon!
coz i think when u r with someone who love u more than u love her, u will feel very guilty about it.. this kind of situation happens around me.. and i think it will make both parties unhappy..
Although i didn't been into relationship, but i always hope that i can love and being loved..
yeaaah... i know what you mean. i've been in a relationship like that one before. i was trying to give that love back but i couldn't. i guess when it comes to loving someone-- i mean, really loving someone, no matter what you do/say it'll always show--(if you love the person back) however when you TRY to love someone, it's obvious you're trying way too hard to prove it.
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