Starting Line

school starts tomorrow--
whoa.
i don't even wanna think about it.
excited but not so excited.
a little scared
and not so scared...
it's always been this way.
everything new, scares me.

people say i'm strong
that i'm brave
am i?
what is bravery?
what is strength?

funny.
this is the way school affects me.
i don't know.
do you?

i can say i had a good summer--
a different one.
one that changed my life
one that renewed my spirit
one that made me whole again

i thought i'd never be able to experience all these things
but this summer brought me to it
to you-- :)

now i know you're worried
that i might take you for granted...
that i might slowly slip through your fingers
unknowingly...
the work
separate it from us.
you're the one that keeps me working... going.
i move through this crazy world because of you--
i have purpose now
to work harder
to be the best that i can be...

yea
it's because now i've got you--
my baby...
hahaha!
i sound pregnant.
maybe i am.. :)
yours?

love..
smile now
you're my life
trust me on this--

anyways, hopefully this school year will be a good one
can't wait!

thank you summer!
come back soon!

hello work!
don't kill me too much!