‘To be found.
How long will it take to be found?
We all sit on the ground waiting…
Waiting for someone to choose us.
Pick me.’
I’m sleepy outta my mind but I don’t wanna log off unless I post something up. I guess today was a good day. I went to school, saw my blockmates, some friends, some close friends, some prospects… hmmmm… it’s crazy hell that only a few people KNOW about me. However, I don’t really care if people find out. The only people I’m really concerned about are my parents. What will they think? Will they understand? Will they accept me for me?
It somehow tears me and the things that I want and dream for myself… I remember talking to Alex about these two roads. One road that leads off to the road of my parents’ wishes for me and the other, off to the direction towards my own true happiness.
I know that whatever happens, I’ll have to choose my parents. I don’t know why, but I think it’s because I love them too much… I may not show it, but I do.
But maybe I just haven’t found that person yet…
Maybe there still might be hope.
We’ll see.
We’ll see…
--Take me to the beach. I need to clear my mind. 2 weeks!
3 comments:
How long will it take to be found?
I cannot answer this for you and if I'm an Oracle, I would tell you the answer instantly.
I'm waiting; there are things that I'd like to hear, to see, to feel and all but I'm still waiting --- too. It sucks but life goes on.
You know, you don't have to care about others because no matter what, the most important factor is you alone and what you are made of. The essence is within you. If people truly love you for who you are, they'd accept you for sure. Honestly.
Society, it's hard to say whether would they accept it or not but they tend to be harsh in the world. But nevertheless, I am sure one day they would understand.
We all do love our parents to bits, just that we do not want to admit the fact that we do. I do love my parents too, but sometimes, I don't know how to show it. My bad.
Happiness; it's up for you to grab and hold on to it. You can find happiness if you allow yourself to do, this is what I believe.
(:
i love everything ya wrote.. because it's so true. thanks again, kyels :) it's cool that you're waiting too.. maybe we should sit and wait together.. haha!
Yes, I think we should sit and wait together. The beach, that would be a good place to sit down, relax and wait!
Maybe some Pina Colada?
(:
Post a Comment