*A world without a purpose

it's not that i don't know...
not that i never felt it...
please know...
please know......
please just know......
follow your instincts...
the connection that has always existed
will never cease
will never ever cease to exist...

so as my love for you...
my love for you...
all my---

it hurts...
i don't want to...
but i have to....
i really have to--

it hurts so so much...

i woke up so early today...
earlier than usual--
and i craved so much to be beside you--
i wanted to hold you hand,
kiss you...
touch you...
i love everything about you--
but reality...
sweet sweet reality...

something had already been done...
something that had already ripped your heart...
you and me apart--

why do bad things happen to good people?
you are the good one...
the perfect one...
you are the one....

forgive me...
please forgive me for hurting you this way...
please please please.... my....
my--
it hurts so much not to be able to call you mine...

don't forget...
please don't forget...
please please don't ever forget
never forget...
because i won't...
i won't ever--

never again.
not with anyone.
it's you--
it'll always be you---

how can i get through this?
walk without you?
how can i not love you
when it lives so so so deep within me...
you know within your heart
search down within your heart
and you will find the answer
it's not easy
it's not easy to go----
it's never gonna be easy to walk away
it's never gonna be easy
never...

i'm sorry...

this is for us---

i will find a way.......
i will always find a way....
and if the time comes that you still might love me...

...
...
...

thank you....so so much.

keep my heart--
keep it...
it's yours...
it has always been yours....