The Devils and Angels in my head---
One that drives me to close my eyes and go to bed… the past few days have been a breeze. Mentally and physically draining, my body right at this moment wills to shut down if only Sushi wasn’t coming over to cheer me up. She’s the sweetest, you know? After hating her for the longest time for no apparent reason but sheer paranoia, I have only grown to love her like a sister…
...September 3, 2006
Just arrived from another outing with the “vendetta” group… I really am lucky to have these people. Funny, how I’ve taught myself to stop feeling these obsessive feelings for Alex and how I’ve also learned to quit feeling jealous every time she and her girlfriend display their crazy affection in front of everyone. I wanted to talk to Sushi… She’s been having this problem with this guy friend of ours.
My head hurts from lack of sleep. I’ve been up for nearly two days straight. One night of finishing the drawings and the research we had to complete for this damn project and the other, staying up all night talking to Sushi who invited herself to sleepover. To be really honest, I’m starting to “feel” something. “Suckiest” thing is that I know how STRAIGHT and how caught up she is towards Vince. She told me to wake her up as soon as I got home. I did, only to find myself listening to the ring of her mobile phone…
--to be continued.
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