Headspin!

It’s been a pattern, a statement my mind’s been ‘banging’ signals in my head. So I choose to love those that are in their so-called relationships. What now? Shoot me.

If you think your day was a challenge, try living mine. If you’ve got two personalities, come join the club. It’s rather difficult to be living two lives at once.

So come and show me why. You hardly make my heart stop, could it be true, could I really be into you?

But these feelings, controlled as they are, might be real. I smile at you and you smile back at me. Eyes… you can tell from them.—It shapes the lies you can never hide.

Watchtower

So hide.

Hide those eyes.

I can understand now,

Even if you try holding my hand,

How I pull myself away just to try and make you feel

I haven’t fallen

Fallen into you…

And if you think you’ve won,

You may be right,

But feelings are fleeting

And feelings can change

However these feelings can deceive

Either me or you.

Busy life

Your busy life can’t keep me in

You pass me

As a make a pass at you

Asking you to stay,

You rush off to your next class

I get left behind

Like I always do

It’s never really me…

Always the one left standing

Watching

Waiting

Till the next ship sails,

Hits the shore