If it hits you, then it must be about you

Homeless beyond reason

My mother might never believe this is what makes me, me.

Unconditional love…

Try and love me for me…

Beyond the books written by these ‘enlightened’ men in the past—

I am the one presently real--

Trying desperately to make you understand,

See me for me.

You must know—

How can you not,

…I came from you.

*

The one thing I let you in on

Is the one thing that might make you love me-

But you’ve got your fingers crossed that ‘waiting’ for him just might be what should be done,

I’ve got mine loosely hanging—

I’ve gone through this before.

Attachment,

The bloodiest curse—

*

Envy

My lovely, envious circle…

Care to nap beside me?

Watching you fall asleep

I think of him more

…the things he might have done to you—

Drives me—

Stop.

It stops.

Your light eyes smile back at me.

Maybe just at this moment

You could be mine.

But you close your eyes—

And he’s back within your thoughts.

And it drives me…

Drives me…

You’ve driven me further into this

Circles,

Circle me

I’ve driven myself…

It only happens if you choose to.

…Envy

*

Rachel Yamagata tripping in the background—thanks to Rosario.

Cinnamon Pop-Tarts made my day—thanks to Dakota.

*

This mischievous missin'

Do you know I hate ‘missing’?

We all should learn to get out of this pathetic state—

Wasteful missing—

So tell me,

What’s there to lose when everyone’s lost anyway?

She’s disappeared—

Ex-best friend.

Goodbye.

See you...

Soon?