Mine... :)

"You're the only thing that I love
It scares me more every day
On my knees I think clearer

Goodness I saw it coming
Or at least I'll claim I did
But in truth I'm lost for words.."

-Chocolate :)

hope you had a good day, babe!
<3

Last thing...

first thing when i wake
last thing on my mind before i sleep
...
i'm in love with you.

i can't believe it's true.
but it is.

i never want us to fight baby.
it hurts when we do.
really does

i'm in love love love with you...

I feel...

*SUPER*
SUPER
SUPER
SUPER
SUPER
SUPER
SUPER
SUPER
SUPER
SUPER
SUPER
SUPER
SUPER
SUPER
SUPER
SUPER
SUPER
SUPER
SUPER
SUPER
SUPER

LUCKY

I
HAVE
YOU
...

One year before...

March 5, 2006..

Time to search my child... it is over. Your hunt is over.
She is gone now.
Search deeper--
You'll eventually find better.

Fear not the darkness for in darkness lies mysteries ready to unfold before your very eyes. She is out there, believe me. Waiting...
Now is your turn to captivate. Now is your turn to teach. Now is your chance to love and be loved in return. Love... it is the easiest form of action... of emotion.
She is there.... She is there.
Wait. Wait for it. Wait for her.
She will be unexpectedly perfect.

You've got it...

Pray. Cos you've forgotten your faith.
Listen-- stop hearing your pathetic pleas.

You've got it.

Wait for her--
She's close by.
Unknown but close by...

Faith... Fate...Wake me up.
...Close by?

I've got time to heal.

Time to wait...

Please come soon...

April 2007

You became my girl... :) see?? it's all about patience baby... trust me when i say this. it was worth the wait and the pain to find you-- thank you for finding me and for saving me.
I love you so so much!

do you know...

do you know how much i love you
that i feel so damn helpless to be this far away from you?
i wanna be with you
every single step of the way...

i wanna be with you..
JUST YOU...

do you know how much you mean to me
your happiness
your sadness
i FEEL...

i'll be with you
no matter what
better or worst
i'm here--

it never has to be during the good times
i'll be with you anytime--

baby...

i'm IN LOVE with YOU--
you hear me???

I am in love with every little piece of you...

I love her...

back to reality--
it hurts
i miss you
i SO miss you...

i went to bed right when i got home and
and i missed you...
i miss sleeping next to you
i miss waking up next to you

*sigh*

I miss you my darlin' baby...

so near yet so far
you know where you stand in my life
only you
just you...

only us
just us...

what we have right now
we'll always have.

you have me babe
and i have you...
there's no one else
there will be no one else...

i love you
and i'll be back soon :)

be happy, babe
cos i'm damn happy i have you--

I think...

i think i'm in love with you...
i think i know i'm in love with you...
i'm cheesy, i know..
but that's what i think.. :)

sooo...lemme change it to..

i know i'm in love with you..
and that i'm damn crazy about you

if you wanna know the whole truth..
i really do think that this...
what we have...
IS possible.

i will stay
i will wait
it doesn't matter what time
where... what place--
i'll always find my way back to you...
just you.

all that matters is us..
OUR trust
what we have...
what we'll always have...

we're different...
WE BOTH know this...
it won't change, tink--
trust me it won't.

...

whatever happens...
i'll never leave you
cos i know you'll never leave me

see, babe..
it's called trust... :)

we have this.
and it's the most amazing thing i know...

goodnight princess... can't wait to be with you tomorrow.. <3

i "hate" you for making me feel this way
... :)

What??!

seriously...?! is there such a thing as a lesbian hair cut???
no really...??
because my friend rosario once told me that mine was definitely a dead giveaway!
i don't think so.. no. mine looks pretty 'girly' to me-- haha! even dakota agreed! so what now?
besides, do you really need a lesbian haircut in order to be labeled a true lesbian?? haha!
nothing much. just that i find this sign really hilarious!
anyways, awww.. i really do miss rosario-- (are you reading this ya homesick woman??) haha!
she's home sick now and i think i will too in a couple of days.
we'll see how it goes.
we'll see how far i can go... :)

night!

My mawnin' call :)

crazy girl!
i thought you wouldn't call--
9 o'clock isn't exactly a "wake-up" call!
but i love ya to death!
the funniest of all!
gettin' me all hyper
gettin' yourself all hyper!
funny funny girl you are!

take a shower already!
we gotta hit the courts and prove somethin'! ;)

...oh yeah and quit bumpin' your head!
haha!

Where am I?

what's new?
i never know what i want--
i know it and yet i never seem to want to admit it.

am i scared?
am i?

running again

damn.
i hate running.

it's these damn scared shoes i own
i gotta throw them soon

throw them out the window

they were the shoes i wore last year
with her
now her
and the next her?

you've gotta be kidding me!

tomorrow, i throw these shoes away...
it ain't happening again.

i'm getting what i want.

I want you to know...

that i'm travel'n off to some place--
but I'll be back sooner than you think :)

btw, check out my absolute favorite commercial now--
awww... wishin' i could find someone to spend an anniversary with real real soon :)