Saturday, October 20, 2007

Real Life. Fake Life.


...The stares.
...Stress
This is who I am--
There are times I wanna fight for it

Times when I just wanna run
Run cos it's easy.
Run because it's the fastest way out

Who am I kidding?

I am such a coward--
I am a coward.
It's depressing and sad.
Now I feel sorry for myself.

What a cruel place to live in--
What a cruel body to live in.

People say that you should love yourself--
People say that you shouldn't love yourself too much because if you do,
you'll be considered selfish.
People say...
People say........
What does it matter
Nothing matters.

So what is the right way to live?
Is there such a thing?
Could there be such a thing?
A world without rules
A world with rules.
Where do I belong?
How I will belong?

The people I love the most
Do they love me?
And if they did...
Will they still LOVE me?

I am chained and I am free.
I am clothed and I am naked
I am brave and I am scared
I live two lives
But I live in but one body

I just wanna be happy
I just wanna be with her
Can't YOU just allow it?
Can't you all just let it be...?

I am tired. I don't know who else to please--
Let me be.
I love her--
Just please let me be....

Friday, October 19, 2007

I can't believe i'm posting this... buut





...I love my girl :)

Lovin' It.


if you find real, mind-blowing love
someone you laugh with
someone you can laugh at
someone who laughs at you for the craziest things you do--
if you can sit on a couch and watch
the stupidest 'suspense' movies or thrillers just so you have an 'excuse' to cuddle up--
stay. don't leave. she's perfect...
:)