Saving up :)

i have never been the type to save up--
never.
and now i find myself being too thrifty! i don't even wanna hang out any longer.
sucks.

sucks big time but i've gotta save if i wanna go SUPER shopping with my girl :)
it's gonna be sooo fun baby! going SUPER shopping!
i've been going SUPER shopping in my mind already!
know what i did today after lunch with my grandparents?
i went online, and 'shopped' at www.topshop.com

okay, maybe i didn't 'shop-shop' but i kind of did.
it felt nice.
real nice.
i picked everything i wanted and saved it in my wishlist...
sigh.
how i wish.

pathetic?
haha!
you should try it!

ray-ban vintage aviator sunglasses baby?
what do you think?

sigh.
i can't wait baby!
it's so close!
save up, save up!
i'm coming :)

Tea, Chips & Some Online Poker

last night was bad.
that, i admit.
i was wrong--
i had my pride with me again.
mr. pride.
always with me.
i gotta let him go somehow.

my girlfriend has really 'grown'
grown to be more patient and understanding.

it was sad.
i hurt her.
my words can truly pierce.
the power of words.
it must be tamed.

but the worst is over :)

we're talking...
communicating.
that's how problems are solved anyway, right?

so yeah.
we're good again.
talking about the trip, her hinting about some things i could buy for her
when i come over...

she's calling me tonight--
i'm happy.
i love listening to the sound of her voice.
makes me feel closer to her.
it's true.

long distance relationships work people!
truly they do--
in a few more days, it'll be our one year.
i can't believe it.

after everything.
my girl.
...still my girl through it all.